and i wish the night would take me to another world
where no one knows a face or asks your name
In My Playground Love
1.Apa film yang pertama kali ditonton ?
++ ehhh.. Lupa. Tapi waktu itu dia niat bgt ngasih lihat LWord. hehe
2.Dimana tempat paling pewe bareng ?
++ inside our invinsible cloak, in my playground love
3.Apa yang bikin dia kesel ?
++ geez, dia adalah org tersabar sedunia yg pernah gw temuin.
4.Apa yang bikin dia seneng ?
++ music.. music...and music...
5.Apa yang dia suka dari lo ?
++ why don't we ask him together
6.Apa yang lo suka dari dia ?
++ For being the reason that I smile everyday, and my heart keeps beating w/ an endless blush
7.Apa kata-kata yang sering dia bilang ?
++ "idih2.."
8.Apa makanan kesukaannya ?++ bebek!
9.Sapa aja nama keluarganya ?
++ nama keluarga bukannya cuma satu yah?
10.Kalau lo___ dia itu apanya? (isi tmpt kosongnya)+
+ ini pertanyaan dangdut bgt sih..huahuaha..males bgt jawabnya
11.Apa gaya berpakaiannya?
++ after-fcuk look..hauahuah.. No lah. But he's just so cool
12.Dia udah pacaran berapa kali ?
++ hmm... Pacaran.. 8/9? Tau tuh, dia juga ga ingat. Have sex with? 34/35? Itu dia lebih ga inget lagih
13.Pacar lo dalam tiga kata adalah ?
++ punch drunk love
14.Apa kebiasaan jeleknya ?
++ juorokkkk..... coba deh, dibiasain mandi 2x sehari!!
15.Lo pengennya dia jadi lebih..?
++ ga lebih sih. Ganti religion, race, and..... (hehe) aja deh. Huhuuuu
16.Dia itu gampang ditebak atau susah ditebak ?
++ he's so readable
17.Tanggal pertama kali ketemu dan dimana?
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Sometime in the past and somewhere in Jakarta
17.Tanggal pertama kali ketemu dan dimana?
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Sometime in the past and somewhere in Jakarta
12PM. X-lounge.
I’m so bored. I’m so bored. Man, kalo ini di film yg di direct Nugi, pasti kelihatan banget deh, gw sendirian di sini megang rokok, minuman, sambil berkaca2, sementara sekeliling gw orang2 lagi pada ketawa2, dance2.
Fuck. I need to get away from this. I feel ugly and worthless. Why did I let him do what he did to me for such a long time? Gw bener2 harus take it slow nih, this time. Now, cuma ini yang tertinggal. Another failed relationship.
I’m ugly. And I’m worthless.
Udah deh ah, drpd gw di sini feeling sorry for myself mendingan gw dance. Ayo Arie kita dance… Dance. Dance. Dance. Dance.
Oh My God.
Suddenly I can’t catch my breath.
Gw kayak mengalami a chick flick moment di mana semuanya bergerak in slow motion.
Oh My God. He is so….
Arie: HEH!!!!!!!!!! Ngeliatin aja…
Me: Sialan. Ngagetin aja loe.
Arie: I know what you are staring at. Go! Get him! I totally approve. Eh.. tunggu.. tunggu. Dia ada ceweknya man.. Tapi gampang lah, I actually know that almost every weekend dia hang out di Vertigo, munculnya jam 3an gituh. Entar kita cari dia lagi.
Me: Hehehe.. tau aja loe. Yup yup. No worries, I’ll get him eventually. You’ll just wait.
3:30 AM
Arie: Jen, balik yok. Gw udah cape nih.
Me: Ayuk deh. Tapi gw belon kenalan ama mahluk itu!! Mmm….. Gini deh rie, gw kasih kartu nama ama loe. Entar kalo loe ketemu lagi, loe kasih kartu nama gw ama dia!
Arie: Hah?! Loe gila?!! Don’t you think he’s going to think it’s a little bit weird, if I came up to him. Give him a name card and say “Hey, my best friend thinks you’re hot. Why don’t you give her a call sometimes?”
Me: Hahahaha.. OK.OK. I got your point. Let’s go then.
Waktu gw mau keluar , gw ngelihat dia lagi sendirian senderan di sofa. Kok tampangnya bete gitu? Wah, saat yg paling tepat to approach him nih, pas dia lagi sendirian. God, he’s so cute.
The crowd is getting lighter by the night. I could saw him standing alone. Cuek, gw jalan ke arah dia dan megang lengannya. Seperti dugaan gw dia langsung menurunkan kepalanya, then I whisper to his ear…… “Hey, I think you’re hot”…. Then I turn around and go home.
First move.
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X Lounge. Somewhat a month later.
Me: Rie. Mana nih???? Udah sebulan gw kesini mulu nyariin tuh mahluk. Kok ga ada mulu? Kata loe dia sering kesini? Hiksss…. Ya sutra lahh
Arie: Mana gw tau? Biasanya emang dia kesini kok. Don’t blame me man, gw hanya menginformasikan.
Me: Ya udah deh. Gw udah patah arang nih. Mana duit gw udah abis nih… tiap kali kesini gw harus bayar Rp60ribu. Kereeee!!
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One small Recording Studio. One private party. One time later.
Me: Nugie, ayok… loe kan janji kenalin ke gw untuk kenalin ke sutradara yg waktu itu. Cakep bgt oi! Ayyokkk ayookkk.. gw pengen cepatan move on nih. Gw males mikirin eks gw mulu.
Nugie: Hayu deh… masuk dulu kali yak
Hari ini ada pesta di recording studio. Not too crowded, but not too empty either. Gw masih niat bgt nih nyari gebetan baru.. untuk ngelupain eks gw yg masih segar di memori gw. Niat pertama sih ngegebet sutradara muda itu, tapi…….. oooo.. dia ada ceweknya ya sutra lah. Aduhhh……… ngapain sih, si boboho ini sms melulu? Sudahlah…. Sudah.. Balik saja yak ke negara asal kamu, and stop sms ing me dirty sms!!!
Ada satu grup masuk. Gw ga merhatiin bgt sih, until…..
Oh Shit! Gw langsung nge grab Nugi’s arm
Me: Nug, itu cowok yg waktu itu.
Nugi: Apaan sih? Ga jelas bgt loe..
Me: Aduh oh iyah (kok gw jadi setengah linglung gini ya? Kan Nugi ga tau kisah gw yg waktu itu)
Oh God, I keep looking at him. Dia orang yg sama dengan yg di X lounge waktu itu ga ya? Aduh, jangan2 gw salah. Aduh, gw salting berat. I have to approach him. I have to. Dulu gw ampe nyari dia sebulan ga ketemu2. I can’t lose him again. Aduh, udah dia bareng temen2nya lagi. Males bgt gw samperin. Entar aja deh pas temen2nya ga ada.
Nah…. Dia pas lagi sendirian di bar.
Me: (gilaa… gw pede banget, gw coba dgn senyum seksi gw deh) Hey..
Him: Hey..
Me: (eh, dia jawab. Wah dia senyum… Lucu sekaliii) Can I ask you something?
Him: Sure.
Me: Do you go to X Lounge often?
Him: No, not really.
Me: (oh shoot, jangan2 gw salah org). O Ok. Did you go there a few weeks ago?
Him: Probably. Why?
Me: Do you remember there’s a girl that told you that you’re hot?
Me: (eh, mukanya berubah.. lucu sekali. Padahal tampak luarnya dia cool berat. Ternyata malu-malu gitu yah)
Him: I guess so.
One chit chat later
I’m so bored. I’m so bored. Man, kalo ini di film yg di direct Nugi, pasti kelihatan banget deh, gw sendirian di sini megang rokok, minuman, sambil berkaca2, sementara sekeliling gw orang2 lagi pada ketawa2, dance2.
Fuck. I need to get away from this. I feel ugly and worthless. Why did I let him do what he did to me for such a long time? Gw bener2 harus take it slow nih, this time. Now, cuma ini yang tertinggal. Another failed relationship.
I’m ugly. And I’m worthless.
Udah deh ah, drpd gw di sini feeling sorry for myself mendingan gw dance. Ayo Arie kita dance… Dance. Dance. Dance. Dance.
Oh My God.
Suddenly I can’t catch my breath.
Gw kayak mengalami a chick flick moment di mana semuanya bergerak in slow motion.
Oh My God. He is so….
Arie: HEH!!!!!!!!!! Ngeliatin aja…
Me: Sialan. Ngagetin aja loe.
Arie: I know what you are staring at. Go! Get him! I totally approve. Eh.. tunggu.. tunggu. Dia ada ceweknya man.. Tapi gampang lah, I actually know that almost every weekend dia hang out di Vertigo, munculnya jam 3an gituh. Entar kita cari dia lagi.
Me: Hehehe.. tau aja loe. Yup yup. No worries, I’ll get him eventually. You’ll just wait.
3:30 AM
Arie: Jen, balik yok. Gw udah cape nih.
Me: Ayuk deh. Tapi gw belon kenalan ama mahluk itu!! Mmm….. Gini deh rie, gw kasih kartu nama ama loe. Entar kalo loe ketemu lagi, loe kasih kartu nama gw ama dia!
Arie: Hah?! Loe gila?!! Don’t you think he’s going to think it’s a little bit weird, if I came up to him. Give him a name card and say “Hey, my best friend thinks you’re hot. Why don’t you give her a call sometimes?”
Me: Hahahaha.. OK.OK. I got your point. Let’s go then.
Waktu gw mau keluar , gw ngelihat dia lagi sendirian senderan di sofa. Kok tampangnya bete gitu? Wah, saat yg paling tepat to approach him nih, pas dia lagi sendirian. God, he’s so cute.
The crowd is getting lighter by the night. I could saw him standing alone. Cuek, gw jalan ke arah dia dan megang lengannya. Seperti dugaan gw dia langsung menurunkan kepalanya, then I whisper to his ear…… “Hey, I think you’re hot”…. Then I turn around and go home.
First move.
**************************
X Lounge. Somewhat a month later.
Me: Rie. Mana nih???? Udah sebulan gw kesini mulu nyariin tuh mahluk. Kok ga ada mulu? Kata loe dia sering kesini? Hiksss…. Ya sutra lahh
Arie: Mana gw tau? Biasanya emang dia kesini kok. Don’t blame me man, gw hanya menginformasikan.
Me: Ya udah deh. Gw udah patah arang nih. Mana duit gw udah abis nih… tiap kali kesini gw harus bayar Rp60ribu. Kereeee!!
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One small Recording Studio. One private party. One time later.
Me: Nugie, ayok… loe kan janji kenalin ke gw untuk kenalin ke sutradara yg waktu itu. Cakep bgt oi! Ayyokkk ayookkk.. gw pengen cepatan move on nih. Gw males mikirin eks gw mulu.
Nugie: Hayu deh… masuk dulu kali yak
Hari ini ada pesta di recording studio. Not too crowded, but not too empty either. Gw masih niat bgt nih nyari gebetan baru.. untuk ngelupain eks gw yg masih segar di memori gw. Niat pertama sih ngegebet sutradara muda itu, tapi…….. oooo.. dia ada ceweknya ya sutra lah. Aduhhh……… ngapain sih, si boboho ini sms melulu? Sudahlah…. Sudah.. Balik saja yak ke negara asal kamu, and stop sms ing me dirty sms!!!
Ada satu grup masuk. Gw ga merhatiin bgt sih, until…..
Oh Shit! Gw langsung nge grab Nugi’s arm
Me: Nug, itu cowok yg waktu itu.
Nugi: Apaan sih? Ga jelas bgt loe..
Me: Aduh oh iyah (kok gw jadi setengah linglung gini ya? Kan Nugi ga tau kisah gw yg waktu itu)
Oh God, I keep looking at him. Dia orang yg sama dengan yg di X lounge waktu itu ga ya? Aduh, jangan2 gw salah. Aduh, gw salting berat. I have to approach him. I have to. Dulu gw ampe nyari dia sebulan ga ketemu2. I can’t lose him again. Aduh, udah dia bareng temen2nya lagi. Males bgt gw samperin. Entar aja deh pas temen2nya ga ada.
Nah…. Dia pas lagi sendirian di bar.
Me: (gilaa… gw pede banget, gw coba dgn senyum seksi gw deh) Hey..
Him: Hey..
Me: (eh, dia jawab. Wah dia senyum… Lucu sekaliii) Can I ask you something?
Him: Sure.
Me: Do you go to X Lounge often?
Him: No, not really.
Me: (oh shoot, jangan2 gw salah org). O Ok. Did you go there a few weeks ago?
Him: Probably. Why?
Me: Do you remember there’s a girl that told you that you’re hot?
Me: (eh, mukanya berubah.. lucu sekali. Padahal tampak luarnya dia cool berat. Ternyata malu-malu gitu yah)
Him: I guess so.
One chit chat later
Me: (Wahh.. akhirnya dia loosen up juga ya setelah minum)
Him: So, you seem very young, how old are you?
Me: 24.
Him: Wah, masih muda sekali yah. Bintang apa?
Me: (What’s with the zodiac question?) Aquarius.
Him: Oo… berarti happy belated birthday then.
Me: Then….. you should give me happy belated birthday kiss
(Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttt………. Berani abisss gw)
(we kiss)
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4 days later. 5 hours in the phone later
Immigrant by Nithin Sahwney
Him: I think I’m falling in love w/ you.
Me: I love you too.
4 comments:
very enjoyable reading Jen! bener2 can't stop reading, you should write a novel ato cerpen. hehehe.. Btw, who's this guy you've been dating for 10 months now? Kok ga diajak ke jl seha waktu itu?
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