Text Message of the week

“You might been right when you said that I’m just a boy… but you happened to be my most favorite amusement park. Met bobo non and I’ll stored your digital kisses and will claim all of ‘em when you’re around”

and baby..... skyline never looks so good

Sentence of the week..

What I miss most is your voice. ..

You should know that you lift my day whenever you call

Thank You...

For being you…


My itune list:
1. Always There Blueboy
2. Heartbeat Tahiti 80
3. I’m So Into You Tamia
4. Heartbeats Jose Gonzalez

5. You Give Me Something James Morrison
6. The Way You Look Tonight Tony Bennet
7. I’m Officially Missing You Tamia

as Sigmund Freud said “Everywhere I go I find that a poet has been there before me.”

Ethic vs Ego

++: The thing is you have your own idea of dating and so do I, and if one of these days I can't stand it anymore I will let you know that I want out of this.

+: Don't say thay Non. You scared me.. sound like I'm gonna loose you or something

++: I don't know babe. Let me ask my ego how long can he stand this





Another conversation, another day...

+: You know what, you should date other guys..

++: That's not right.. I don't date juggle. At least, not anymore.

+: Well, you two are not exclusive right

++: Well, yeah. Hold on. Let me ask my ethic will she allow me to do this.



An ego of a man.
A conscious of a woman.
An emotion of a neurotic woman.
An ambition of a big man.
And a sex drive like a canine.
Dude, no wonder I lost my identity a while ago.

Conversation of the month

+: are you still interested in s** *** g*****?

++: :). Why do you ask?

+: well, you haven't answered my question

++: I think I have the right to know the reason behind that question right?

+: you do..and i will. After you answer

++: I hv the right to ask first babe. For every statement has it consequences and I would like to know my consequences

+: you can take it like this. If you're into a healthy and serious relationship currently or in the near future, forget i have asked you about it.
+: I had my consequence also..

++: fair enough. Let me comment for each of your stats
++: if you're into a healthy and serious relationship >> Yes I am very much want to be into that kind of relationship
++: currently or in the near future >> how can you claim a relationship is healthy or not until proof otherwise
++: forget i have asked you about it >> your statements are ambiguous, and it left me wondering and pondering. Shall I forget it or do you still want the answer?
++: i had my consequence also.. >> so we both know there are some consequences on both sides.. who dare to take the first dip?

+: i think you already answer it : if you're into a healthy and serious relationship >> Yes I am very much want to be into that kind of relationship
+: it's no use anyway if i tell you..

++: haha.. there's the hidden keyword in it
++ Yes I am very much WANT to be into that kind of relationship but WANT ing and HAVING is 2 different thing

+: hahahaha. naughty naughty

++: you know me
++: so who's gonna take the 1st dip..
++: a perfect gentleman won't allow his lady to take the risk

+: the thing is..i never consider myself as a perfect gentleman

++: ah.. but I consider myself as a lady. so what to do?

+: hahahaa… Can I send you a song?

++: depends. does the song have the answer to your question?

+: ;)
+: sending.. Fall Down Lightly by VHS or Beta Band

and they say women talks in riddle

Note to self: don't date anymore DJ/aspiring writer

T R U E or F A L S E

What you don't know doesn't hurt you?

POKER

Dealer: Player no 1. New Cards?

Player no. 1: No new cards

Dealer: Bets?

Player no. 1: All in

Dealer: Player no. 2. What's your card?

Bayangan mata memantul dari pelupuk
Bola mata penuh janji menggiring senyum menenangkan
Rasa sayang yang menyeruak tanpa mengindahkan

Pergi kau logika

Pergi kau otak

Aku di sini untuk menjajah

Tangan ku meraup dalam kegelapan
Nafas mu membentuk embun di bibir ku
Ah.. bisikkanlah kartumu
Aku ingin tau

Stomach Flu

Your stomach twisted

You knees weakend

Your pulse race

Is this love or stomach flu?

Men is like toilet. If they are not occupied, they are full of shit

Some ex are like that fat in your thigh..

No matter how hard you try to get rid of them, they still somehow pop up between your leg

Some woman are like a one day milk. Damaged goods

OH No....

Ex-boyfriend, let me introduce you to my boyfriend..

Boyfriend.. meet my Emotional Baggage

Bumi Manusia

Inikah hukumanku?

karena aku meninggalkan mu atau karena aku pernah mencintai mu?

Manusia mencela cinta kita,
mereka bilang Tuhan menyangkal cinta kita



Ah, Bumi Manusia

Bagimanakah aku membela diri di pengadilan tanpa juri ini?

Addiction

An addiction is a recurring compulsion by an individual to engage in some specific activity.

The word addiction is also sometimes used colloquially to refer to something for which a person has a passion, such as books, chocolate, work, the web, running, or eating

Treatment of dependency is conducted by a wide range of medical and allied professionals, including Addiction Medicine specialists, psychiatrists, and appropriately trained nurses, social workers, and counselors.

Is there any question??

Yes. You back there.

Can we apply this to a person??

Your Tie

in 1962.....

George Martin signed The Beatles
After reconsidering the Beatles
Corrected all their "mistake"
George Martin asked
" If there's anything you don't like, just tell me "
George Harrison answered....


a couple months ago...

I just got a confession that a good friend of mine has loved me for the last 11 years
After series of unsuccessful courting
and an endless rejection
He asked me
"Why can't you just love me?"
sighing, I said...

"Sir, I just don't like your tie"

Frizzy Hair

when patience is not your virtue
when you have the talent to obsess

it's takes a little bit longer to dry your hair and keep it that way for the rest of the day

you, beach and an empty jar

October 20**
4:45 AM
Kuta beach



The small of sand tastes sweet in my lips
A liquor of Jack D inside a bottle of Aqua
A hidden smile looks good on you
then you nod.. asking me to sit with you



UH: Can I ask you something?
J: Of course.... Tonight you can ask me anything
UH: Why are you so cheerful? I'm here listening to your life stories and I don't get it. How come you're so happy?
J: (I smile)
UH: Wait a minute... You're not happy aren't you?
J: Everybody wears their own mask, honey.
UH: Can I tell you something?
J: You're going to tell me anyway right?

UH: (his smiles can melt my heart)

Every person walk around this planet like an empty jar.
And they are always trying to find a way to fill this jar
So most of them will try to find big rocks to fill it
These big rocks can be so many different things for each person
It can be a very succesful career, happy marriage, and many others
But they don't realize they still have this empty spaces between the big rocks
That's why most of them will always feel empty
Do you want to know the real secret to be happy?

You fill the jar with sands
Little by little, ever small, insignificant happiness you fill that in your jar
and finally you jar is filled and full..
That's when you feel like you don't need to find anything else and stop looking...

J: Then let me ask you this. Are you happy?
UH: Are you kidding me? Sitting on a beach waitingfor a sunrise with a Jack D in my hands and a great company besides me. What else I'm looking for? Yes. I am happy.


the ocean is smiling at us
the moon began to dissapear
the wind is playing with my hair
he brush my hair from my forehead

UH: Come on. Let's drive you home. You have to go to work in 2 hours

Story As Old As Time

Boy meets girl...

GI: Dude, I met a girl yesterday. Di acaranya P**** C****. Ga terduga banget.

YM: Oh her? She's my bestfriend...

Boy likes girl...

GI: I really like her... G ampe nervous mau ketemuan aja

YM: Yeah, I'm in love with her for the last 2 years. I need to do something about it

Girl likes boy?

GI: Aduh, ga ngerti juga deh gw. Soalnya dia aneh gitu. Besides I think she's close with someone else but she keep it as a secret

YM: She keeps ignoring me and taking me for granted... but if I don't call her she will get upset.

Boy have enough of it...

GI: Udah lah. She's too complicated. To think of it.. we have different POV of life

YM: G udh kasih deadline. And that's it.

Girl doesn't want to loose her fans...

GI: Dia nelpon lagi.. Curhat ini itu...

YM: She called me, and apologize, and asked me for a second chance

the history repeat?

GI: Aduh, why does everytime she calls I kept thinking about her?

YM: Ya udah lah. She's worth all the trouble.. so I'm gonna try it again

we have a word for guys like you:

S U C K E R

and they are convinced that men rules the world

baby, you run the world because we let you!!!

Dante wrote...

the way to Heaven is through Hell
~Divine Comedy~

atau bahasa kerennya bersakit-sakit dahulu berenang-renang kemudian kali yeee...

they might be right

I let you know once I'm there

but for right now...

Come What May

In time of need...

... all I need is you




GI: Babe, I understand how hard this is.. but you're the toughest girl besides j*** that I know.. I know you can get through this easily

OR: Halah. Udahlah nyet. Soal kayak gini ga bakal ngelukain loe.. Loe mah pasti gampang dapet k****** b***

RS: Hm... honestly, if this happen to someone else I would've worried.. but because it's you and the things that you accomplish? Seriously? You're still worried?

NA: Jen, orang selevel loe ga perlu kuatir lagi. Sumpah. G yakin kok dalam sebulan juga loe dapet t******

YM: Sorry banget nyet. Ya udah lah. Emang loe lagi sial bgt tahun ini.. but you're a very strong person.. Ini cuma kerikil doank buat loe

One sentence that ends it all...
GI, OR, RS, NA, YM: "Kan gw masih di sini"


Sumpah.. mengharu biru gw..
I guess, when you're in your time of need you finally can see how other people actually perceive you
and one more thing for sure
I cannot ask for better groups of bestfriends..
Literally, I can NOT live without you

P & P's

P: A 30 something years old guy. Very cute, very charming and galant...An owner of a VERY succes EO but...

P: A VERY CUTE male model that is a mix between Chinese and Rusia. Very adorable, has a personality that shines like a sun but..

My P&P's... you're like my chocolate when I have Diabetes

I would like to have it but it's really bad for my health..

does it matter anymore?

Good morning heartache
You old gloomy sight
Good morning heartache
Thought we said goodbye last night
I turned and tossed until it seems you have gone
But here you are with the dawn
Wish I forget you, but you’re here to stay
It seems I met you
When my love went away
Now everyday I stop I’m saying to you
Good morning heartache what’s new


Stop haunting me now
Can’t shake you no how
Just leave me alone
I’ve got those Monday blues
Straight to Sunday blues
Good morning heartache
Here we go again
Good morning heartache
You’re the one
Who knows me well
Might as well get use to you hanging around
Good morning heartache
Sit down
~ Billie Holiday ~

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