Labeling

RF: (after 4 months knowing me) Tapi loe tuh sebagai cewek emang dominant banget. Gw rasa selama ini pasti loe yg dominasi cowok2 loe.

AC: (after 1.5 hours meet) A smart, tough dominant girl like you. In Indonesia market, diinjak atau menginjak. It's either you're going to get a whimpy guy or a much older guy. BTW, 'strong' is a soft way to say that you're dominant

T: (after meet up 4 times) Aduuuhhh jen, kalo loe mau punya cowok harus lebih feminin dikit.

AW: (after almost 6 years we never met) Oh single? Emang cewek kayak loe terlalu independent sih untuk bergantung ama cowok. Too little vagina and to much penis yah?

Whooa.. what's with the labeling and stereotyping?

Whoever my PR is.. she needs to get fired

"Jen, you're like a crocodile-skin Louis Vitton bag. Only people with particular taste will know the real value, and most importantly, not that many people can afford it."

Jen's bestfriend

hmm... ok.. I can live with that
Tapi bo... jangan lama2 ya nabungnya.... nanti gw discount kan ga lucu

Reality Bites

One night

One Call

One small secret revelation

She whispers between the voices of her pain

"I sabotage my own relationship... I wonder whether I'll be able to make any relationship work"

Oh baby,

I really want to tell you...


that we are fucked up

Fucked up by Disney.. That's what I really wanted to tell you
We grow up watching these movies....
Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty..... thinking that we are the damsel in distress and we need a knight in shining armor to save us..

There's even a whole disorder named after one of disney character

Cinderella Complex

Described as an unconscious desire to be taken care of by others, based primarily on a fear of being independent.

This complex is named after the fairy tale character Cinderella, popularized by the Disney movie of the same name. It is based on the idea of women that the story portrays, as being beautiful, graceful and polite but who cannot be strong independent characters themselves, and who must be rescued by an outside force, usually a man (e.g. the Prince). Any strong female characters who do have power are seen as wicked and nefarious (e.g. the stepmother).

We really do have to applaud them..
We've been really screwed, man..

Well baby,
Wake up and the smell the stinkin' roses ..
Nobody will save us
No knight, No Prince Charming that will come in their white horse, bring us glass slipper and wake us from our 1000years of sleeping
Happily Ever After is overrated
1 out 2 marriage ends up in divorce
And I bet the other half just hate each other and stay for the sake of the kid
If the statistic doens't make you depressed, I don't know what else

Even Barbie and Ken have a famous on-off relationship
and Barbie has thirty-eight recorded pets, owned pink convertibles, trailers, jeeps, holds a pilot's license, and lacking 17 to 22 percent body fat required.
If she can't make it, I don't know who else

As sabotaging your relationship..
you're not Barbie and he's not prince charming that will save you
So I say....
If you're lucky enough to find one person that can make your stomach twist
you hold on to it and embrace it

These days you'll be lucky if you can find someone that you can live with
even when ideally you want to find someone that you can't live without

T R U L Y

listening is a form of art

" Listen, your
mouth is made for your ears. Listen"

Sigmor Polke

Harry's 1st Kiss

oh my..

even a weirdo that wears a cape, round stupid glasses and a scar on his forehead got some action

and I don't remember the last time I got laid

hmm.. maybe I should start wearing cape

Stories

"I have a story..."


That's it!
The first sentence everytime you call me
You and your stories
One Q before you continue..
Does it give you pleasure to see me in pain?

Before you continue..
you see that dusty throne?
yep my friend.. that was mine..
I left it a while ago..

Before you say another word..
newsflash..
I'm SO over that world

So take a leap,
and please swim in your own drama and don't drag me into it

One Evening

asaku terbuai..

dingin ini mencekam..

dan pantulan hujan di kaca

membayangi mataku..

langit jakarta menangis..

it is colder than it ought to be in March

And I still have a day or two ahead of me

'A Plain Morning-Dashboard Confessional'

J: Jadi loe akan ngasih dia kesempatan lagi?
YM: Iya... But It feels a little bit closer than the last time
J: Aren't you afraid the history will repeat?
YM: I do.. but...
J: Never mind. I hope I'm wrong

Everybody deserve second chance
But only lucky people got their third chance
I never got either






sahabat kecilku..
aku disini
dan kau disana

How many special people change

How many lives are living strange

Where were you while we were getting high?

'Champagne Supernova-Oasis'

J: I was there, and you kissed me. Please don't look at me that way.
NA: I can't lie. I..
J: Don't look at me that way. Please.. Don't you want me to be happy?
NA: More than anybody else
J: I'm your bestfriend for heaven sake. G kan sahabat loe.. Please, biarin g bahagia donk.Don't you understand? Dgn loe disini, dgn kehadiran loe, dgn nafas loe, dgn tatapan loe membuat g menginginkan apa yg seharusnya g ga inginkan. Loe membuat g kangen untuk hal2 yg g ga kangen lagi...
NA: G merasa sbg manusia terjahat sedunia.
J: Karena loe egois. You can't have your cake and eat it too...
NA: .....
J: ....
NA: Lihat..... hujan nya udh berhenti. Doa g terkabul kan...
J: While you're at it. Doain buat g juga donk
NA: God is busy. He only listens one pray at one time

What scares me..
He might be right

telanjangi aku dengan tatapanmu
kamu dan aku
aku dan dia
kamu dan dia
empat manusia duduk di sini
empat gabriel datang mengantarkan pesannya masing-masing
detik itu ketika kita semua berbicara
pembicaraan yg aneh
aneh
dan kamu memperkosaku dgn kata-katamu


Hai kamu
untuk 3 pria yang kemarin sore meluangkan waktu denganku
dalam waktu yg bersamaan
ketika dunia berhenti menjadi aneh
ketika itu aku akan mati

Y: Eh, emang yg lain ga dateng?

J: G sih undang, but I don’t really expect them to come anyway

Y: Loh kenapa?

J : Menurut loe???? Acara ini terlalu normal ga sih buat yg lain ?

Y : Huahuauha....

J : Yoi. Yg dateng kan entar yg cina2, kaya dan normal gitu.. agak ga nyambung man crowd nya.

Y: Huauauhuaha… loe itu lo. Kok bisa sih kerjaan loe ga nyambung ama kehidupan loe

J: Iye.. and what I’m good at doesn’t necessarily mean I like it

Y: Loe itu loh. Aneh

J: Don’t be a monkey with miniature cymbal. ANNOYING AND REPEATING YOURSELF!!

Y: huahuauhauuaha….